Sunday, April 29, 2018

I AM WILLING

I AM WILLING

I am willing to really feel
how terribly alone and meaningless
 it feels, has always felt
to be separated from God,
to be separated from myself?

I am willing to acknowledge, grieve and heal
The long jagged rend
in the fabric of my wholeness?

I am willing to do, 
to look, to feel, to see 
everything and anything I must, 
to clear the way to admit God?

To open to both shadow and light,
 to welcome all of my selves, 
and become whole again?

I am willing to surrender
my possessions and habits,
beliefs and self-aggrandizing dreams.

And half measures avail me not.

When having God in my life
this moment and the next moment 
And all my moments
is as important as my next breath…

That is when God will stop
these fleeting random visits
and take up permanent residence
in the welcoming warmth 
of my own heart.

                                  

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