Friday, July 19, 2019

HALF FILLED


  HALF FILLED

You go to sleep grieving 
what you do not have.

You awaken in the morning mourning
what you have lost.

Its just a habit shaped by darkness.
Why not sculpt a new one shaped by light?

Emit joy instead of grief
into this fragile aching world.

Convey trust instead of fear.

Gratitude in place of complaint.

The same half empty glass 
is a glass half filled.

Thankfulness  improves ones sight.

Go forward bravely,  arms opened wide.


Celebrate the blessings of life,
as life itself 
is an unearned and holy gift. 



Wednesday, July 17, 2019

EVERYTHING TOUCHES ME


Everything Touches Me

Waves of sadness,
Rivers of sorrow,
as grief not grieved flows
to the healing sea.

Not attached to any 
one wound in particular,
but to all woundings denied,
I pretended didn’t hurt me.

That facade breaks,
    and  the heart breaks
open.

Life returns to me,
I touch everything.
      Everything touches me.


Tuesday, July 16, 2019

THANK GOD I'M NOT GOD



Thank  God I'm not God
Everything is okay,
The earth is turning at the appropriate speed
And the sun is cooking the plants as per usual,

Everything is okay,
No one has shot or blown anyone up in my vicinity,
Cars are staying in their lanes and stopping at red lights.

People are transacting more or less politely
With each other,
The internet still works,
We have electricity
And there is food in the fridge.

I guess I can give myself
The rest of the afternoon off
From managing the universe.


Monday, July 15, 2019

EMPTY NEST


     EMPTY NEST

This house is so quiet 
you can hear a tear drop.

I could 
fill this empty house 
with activity and noise:
cook, clean, paint, fix
or just create a list of things to do,
get lost inside the doing.

I could look away from this loneliness
but don’t they say
the salve for the wound
is in the wound?

If my head was as empty
as this house,
there would be nothing here to fear

but like a child’s bad dream
I am threatened by monsters
and  forget that I'm dreaming..

There are plenty of rooms
 in this house for imagination,
I think I better get a dog-




Sunday, July 14, 2019

EMBRACE





EMBRACE

I long to round the urban corner, 
Leave behind measurements of distance,
Doings and achievements, 

Fall
Into that sweet field, 
The one that Rumi speaks of,
Where we somersault
Free of our judgments
Of Right and Wrong 
And One Another. 

I long to achieve a perception of you, 
That no longer requires me to forgive you, 
A perception that never demands 
That you be any different than you are.

Until I round that corner,
Until I meet you in that field of love,
I pray to do the next best things:

Forgive, 
Accept, 
Embrace.