From 90 in 90

#38

the way this addict prays

is often incidentally..

he sits down and starts to write

and on a good day

(and a good pray)

he quickly tires of the bullshit he’s spewing

and cuts to the heart 

of what is the matter.

or maybe it isn’t tiring of the bullshit;

maybe it is the exhaustion from resisting

the pull of Light,

the calling of Love,

the persistent Patience of

that Embrace from God.

No longer apart but

 a part of God,

I become a part of everything,

anything that happens anywhere

happens to me,

and 

 all that I do not understand

is the hardest part,

yet the Source and Foundation

for my Faith.

amen

             

#39

..and when I have surrendered 

each and every addiction

to seductions outside myself

I come to see the final killing habit

is my addiction to dark thinking.

Surrendering that habit

i am married to the Light.